Good Heart = Blessed Life

All throughout my life I have gone out of my way to do good things for the people I know, love, and even total strangers!  I love helping people whenever I can.  I have always held jobs in which I am providing customer service in one way or another and I absolutely love doing it. 

I have had a lot of struggles throughout my life!  I have been flat broke, unemployed, homeless, and raising two children in the process of surviving all the turmoil!  I have been repeatedly told by those who have known me over the years that they “just do not know how I do it, how I got through it, how I managed to make ends meet with no money!” Most people have friends that they can rely on or family to turn to … I have had my mother help me sometimes, but she has never been in a position to completely save me so I have had to figure things out for my family on my own … and I have always seemed to somehow get us through, even by a very slim line. 

Mostly, I have been alone in my life … as I am now (except for my children).  Alone does not always mean lonely or depressed; I am a Cancer and we tend to like being alone a lot of the time.  We also tend to get moody and not many people understand that we just do not want to talk.  I like to make new friends – which I have done – but I careful now with who I choose to befriend.  I am also pretty private about myself as I have been hurt too many times by so-called friends in the past and I just do not have it in me anymore to trust someone with my heart’s secrets again.  It’s probably not fair to my new friends, but I have been burned by more female friends than male lovers. 

Anyway, this year has really been a blessing and I expect it to keep getting better!  I am starting my dream job, a quarter of the way through completing my degree, working a second dream job on-call, have one really close friend and several new friends, and celebrating the 16th birthday of my wonderful son!  We are healthy, together, and very happy!  I am very proud of my kids and blessed to have such a great life! 

¥ Namaste