It has been one of the worst years of my life and I have been left feeling hurt by many people I thought were my friends! I do not understand why I have turned into someone who gives a damn about what my “friends” think or how they will feel if I simply speak my mind. I think I’ve been trying to maintain friendships with people who are not really friends to me and in turn it has become the door to allowing people to treat me wrong, talk about me behind my back while smiling in my face, and use me when it is convenient for them (when THEY need someone to talk to, to listen to them, to hang out with, to make them feel good, etc.) but are not available when you need them!
I hate when people pretend to be my friend so they can run bullshit back to someone that I was deeply hurt by a few years ago and that I have become the “scapegoat” for her betrayal.
Take this from personal experience — I loved the friendship I had with my so-called best friend a few years ago and wish I could have done more to save it when it was sabotaged but she chose to cut me off and listen to the lies so everything that came after was her doing. Needless to say, we are no longer friends … the ultimate result has been her manipulative, vindictive, vengence towards me, threats to me and my kids, etc. These were things HER FRIENDS told me about, things they told me she was saying and doing. Of course they also told her the same things about me — but isn’t that expected?
I am just fine on my own as I have always been! So thank you for showing me what type of people ya’ll really are … Justice will always come out stronger because I am truly a survivor!
I will never again allow someone to manipulate me into believing they give a damn about me! I am so much stronger than I thought I would be after this ordeal Her words were the most horrendous bunch of lies a person who claims to have cared could say and I will never see her the same because of it. Some of her “friends” still try to throw fuel on “the fire” and continue to fill her head with lies but here’s the thing — my flame burnt out a LONG time ago so what is being attempted to be done against me and said about me is completely ineffective! I DON’T GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE!!!
I have moved on and would never allow any of them back into my life again. So … STOP STALKING ME, STOP TRYING TO FIND OUT ABOUT MY LIFE, AND LEAVE ME AND MY KIDS THE FUCK ALONE!!! YOU ARE DEAD TO ME!
